My Dream Last Night

It is very rare that I chose to write a post that is more than a recap of what is going on in my family. However last night I had a dream that I have to post. Mainly because I am still pondering the meaning and also thankful for the "glimpse" my Heavenly Father allowed me.

I dreamed that Scott had agreed to watch a baby. I didn't know that he had agreed to watch the baby and I don't know who the baby belongs to. It wasn't revealed in the dream. But I woke up in the dream to Scott asking me "How the baby did last night" Confused, I asked him "What baby?" He replied, the baby I agreed to watch" Horror went through my mind, how could I have forgotten to watch of all things a precious baby??? I panicked and ran through my house. Though my house was not the house I actually live in. There were things that were altered and different. Finally I concluded that the baby must be in the garage (makes total sense in a dream). So I ran to the garage only to find an empty spot where the baby was suppose to be. I noticed a door open in my garage to the outside. (in real life we don't have an exterior door in our garage). As I ran out the door, I was in shear panic that the baby I was suppose to be caring for had gotten out the door and was gone!!!! When I went out the door...I saw my mother-in-law Schell. (My mother-in-law passed away from cancer in April).

Schell was laying in a "canoe like" boat on the ground. She was wearing miss-matched pajamas (like she always did in real life). She was wrapped up all nice in warm in blankets....and.... She was BEAUTIFUL !!!! Her skin was so clean and fresh and young. Her hair was bouncy and shiny. She was grinning from ear to ear and so happy. I was so excited to see her! I cried out to her and in that instant she opened the blanket I saw the baby that I was suppose to be watching that I had lost and forgotten. I was so excited. I said "Schell, you have the baby?!? You protected the baby! How could you do that?" She answered very softly. "They let me come and protect him because you didn't know you were suppose to protect him". I turned my head to call for Scott to let him know I had found the baby and that his mom was protecting him. When I turned back, my mother-in-law was gone!

I woke up very startled at that moment and crying. I cried and cried. It felt so real! It felt like I had a moment to see my mother-in-law in a perfected state, young and happy, not sick, tired and dying from cancer like I had seen her last.

I have pondered all day what the dream could mean? Why would she be protecting a baby for me? Why would it be baby? Most everyone knows, I can't have anymore children. So choosing to have a late in life baby isn't even an option. So I have come to conclude that she is protecting something else that I don't know I am in charge of, until I figure it out?!?

Here is the really surreal part for me...I woke up and turned to Scott crying. I told him in my sleepy state that I had just had a dream and seen his mom, and that it was so real. He turned very shocked and said...I dreamed about her too! He didn't remember the details very clearly of his dream (and I think a bit sad that mine seemed more vivid) But we both received the opportunity to see her in our dreams on the same night! We haven't been sad, or mourned for a while, just thought of her from time to time. Today she is close in my thoughts. I miss her today. I am so thankful I had the blessing of seeing her young and healthy and happy.

Thanksgiving Time

Here's a game of tag

That should be great fun,

Count ten of your blessings

Begin with number one.

Count to number ten

Then tag four others,

You can tag your friends,

Sisters, children or mothers.

My ten blessings:

1. My Savior Jesus Christ
2. My Husband who is so faithful! I can't imagine life without him. He is my very best friend. I love that he can always make me laugh, even when I don't want to.
3. Meagan: She is such a wonderful part of our family and I really love the laughter that she brings to our family.
4. Sarah: I love her friendship and her goodness. She is truly a perfect soul that Heavenly Father let me keep.
5. Lindsey:My "mini-me" She is so much fun to watch grow and progress. I love her strong will and determination.
6. Mitchell: I am so thankful that I have a wonderful son. He is all I ever imagined when I wanted a son. He is such an incredible spirit.
7. Our family's good health. Everyday I look around and see illness and suffering. I am so thankful that our family has not had to endure this trial.
8. Scott's career. I can't even express the thankfulness I feel for the income that we have in such a shaky economy.
9. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day-Saints. I can't even begin to express my thanks for the church and all it has done to help me in my life while growing up as well as raising my children.
10. The knowledge of Eternal Families.

I don't know if I have 4 friends that blog that haven't already been tagged. But I tag my sister-in-law Amy.

Halloween at the Kreitlein's

Halloween at our house is a week long affair!
We had the Fall Festival on Tuesday and
Sarah had 4 different costume parties to attend.

We barely fit in Pumpkin Carving in between activities

As you can see from the photo's we had to do it on an afternoon
All our nights were filled with baseball, cheerleading and
events.

For the fall Festival, there were no masks allowed
So Sarah did a great job making Mitchell look like a
WareWolf.
Scott and I went as Day and Night. Our only photo together
was blurry...oooh darn.

Scott even decorated the outside of the house to look spooky and scarey
He did a great job

Of course my kids still love to get costumes after all these years
It helps to have a mom born on Halloween that loves
the holiday!!!

It was a fun week....but I am tired...
Turning 40 will do that to you

Mitchell's Ball season has come to a close.... :)

2 outs, bases loaded, behind 3 to 8
Full count (3 balls 2 strikes)
OOOOH The Pressure

Mom is so nervous she can't even look....
Can he do it?


Centerfield ! Yeah Baby!!!
Way to go Mitchell!!

(I can't believe I hit that!!!...Mom did you have to scream so loud?)

Mitchell's 9th baseball season has come to an end.
He learned alot, and really enjoyed this season more than any before.
He had great coaches and they did really well.
Their team finished in 3rd place for the regular season.
Before the end of the season, Mitchell's hitting REALLY took a turn for the better.
He was in a bit of a slump at the beginning
but suddenly started to hit and hit REALLY well.
...and so ends another season in the life of Baseball.

Lindsey is a JMS Cheerleader

Lindsey has been cheering on a recreational cheerleading squad for 3 years. Rec means...everyone cheers, there are no try-outs, just sign up and you will be placed on a squad.
This week she had the opportunity to try-out for themiddle school Basketball Cheerleading squad. She was so excited and worked really hard all week after school to learn the routine, cheers, and dance.There were 31 girls trying out for 16 spots. Many of the girls were on her rec squad.Many were on an "elite" squad. We were anxious to find out how well Lindsey would do.
Yesterday...the day of the try-outs....she woke up with a fever of 101 !!!If she missed school, she couldn't try out.
So she had to go to school sick, and then attend the try-outs in front of the judges after school. By the time I picked her up, her eyes were bloodshot and she was almost dizzy.She didn't care if she made it, all she wanted to do was sleep!
(But she had to attend a chorus concert an hour later back at the school)

Much to her excitement...She made the squad!!!!!

On a sad note.... Her best friend of 4 years did not make the squad.
It was so hard for Lindsey to be happy knowing her friend's heart was breaking.
Her friend Danielle was the reason Lindsey even got involved with cheerleading
She had encouraged her to sign up for rec cheer and was with her all three years on the same squad.It was quite a shock when she didn't make the team and Lindsey did.
I guess sometimes Life just isn't fair. I am happy for Lindsey, but sad for Danielle.

Sarah the Artist

Most of you that know Sarah know that she has been artistic since she could pick up a crayon.
She used to cry when I would take the crayons away for bedtime. She designed 2 Hallmark cards by the age of 7. But somewhere along the way, she lost her confidence. She didn't feel she was good enough of an artist. I have encouraged her to continue the art classes at school. She is in an advanced drawing class right now. This is her latest assignment. She had to have a self portrait as well as other mediums and layers. She worked so hard over the weekend on the project and even pulled an "All-nighter" on Sunday night. Her hard work paid off. She got a 96 on the project AND the teacher is displaying it in the art cases at the school in the hallway!
Way to go Sarah!!!

General Conference

I cleaned my TV room really good for the family to watch
General Conference on Sunday. My philosophy is that
"Cleanliness is next to Godliness".
I wanted a nice clean spot to feel the spirit while listening
to the words of our Prophet and leaders.
Much to my surprise...
Mitchell has a very different vision of a special place to watch conference.
He arranged the room for the family to have a giant PJ party while watching conference.

This is what I discovered about an hour before the
Sunday Morning Session of Conference

How could I be mad?
My sweet little boy WANTED to watch conference.
He wanted to have a wonderful experience.
His vision was just different than mine.
Sometimes the little children have the best ideas.
We had Rootbeer floats, popcorn and lots of cuddling
It was WONDERFUL

Maybe too soothing?

I feel so blessed right now my heart feels like it could explode.
I watch so many trials around me.
Job losses, health problems, divorce...the list could go on and on.
I feel like my family is in a bubble of protection right now.
A bubble I am fighting desperately to keep from Bursting.
My Heavenly Father is so good to my family!

WOLF

Mitchell has finally earned his Wolf!!!

Our pack meeting was last Tuesday. He chose to skip a
baseball game to get his wolf. Mitchell is still very excited about
scouting thanks to a very wonderful leader!
Now he has 3 months to work on arrow points until he can advance
to a Bear.
WAY TO GO MITCHELL!!!